I dunno

I seriously don't know what to blog about...I've been trying to think of something to say...but right now, it seems like that's most of my life...like....I just...don't know. I have SO many choices to make, SO many of them affecting my future, and all that awesome stuff. These are probably questions that EVERYONE goes through...actually...they are DEFINITELY questions that everyone goes through...haha.
I need to press into God.
I wrote a really neat song in the past few days. I guess it's not truly done yet, but it's REALLY close. It basically describes me. How I've felt for most of my life. The chorus (or what was the beginning of the chorus) went, "Give me back my chains." Basically I said this because I felt and still feel like I'm not really comfortable where God has me, and I want to go back to my old ways, because I was comfortable there. It's kind of depressing if you take it from the side of JUST me (the human). But, I guess that's true for all life. If you look at things from JUST the human's point of view, life sucks. But, then God comes in to the rest of the chorus (Now all of the chorus) and says, "There's no other way, your heart is Mine." And I feel like that's what He's saying to me...I just don't FEEL like it, and I don't FEEL like I get it. But, it's really not about what I feel...
Oh God, I guess I just need to be near You now, and hearing Your voice...just let me do that. Right now, that's all I need.